Tomorrow is 2010:)

Okay, ive privated my blog for awhile only.....Cs ive been wanting to write the summary for my 2009...2-0-0-9 was a BADDDDDD year as compared to 2-0-0-8....
1)I didnt get to go to go China with my besty-.-
2)The Lost Of BrotherS :(
3)Im being used for some purpose or another.suckish
4)Idk why this year is full of unfair-ness
5) HeartbReak :(((
6)some personal stuffs..................it goes on~
7)IM FAT :(
But anyway,those stuffs up there ^^^^^ really suck 85% of my emotion-y thingy of my life.........But lets try and look at the brightside:)
1)Ive get to go ENGLAND!<3
2)I get to go Malacca with the NCDCC ppl!
3)Im more open to the world....wheeeeeee~ idk wht tht means tho-.-
4)My birthday this year rocks! \m/
5)Ive gt to chat with Demi Lovato(or so i thot)
6)I MAKE NEW FRIENDS ALOT!!!!!!!!
7Im involved in the FIRST EVER NCDCC DAY PARADE!:)
8)SEZAIRI SEZALI WON SINGAPORE IDOL:)
9) and so forth~~~~(this includes meeting ALOT of hot guys..omg yay)
So yeahh, thts basically the thingies..yadda yadda...

Things however are bad for me like recently...which is really bad ar...I mean i shoudnt be posting this online but yeah...blog is where i express my feelings lah kan...
To my family:
I know whose the first person whose gonna read this alright, so yeah anyways,
I know i may not be the best daughter, sister or whatever i am to you people...
I mean, i know lah: im rude, unfair, doesnt heed the parents adviceS AND USE MY SISTER'S PHONE UNTIL THE BILL IS HIGH..Or more la,idk....Sorry i have to delete and move you all to the family account..Cos, i need my privacyAyah...Me and my some of my friends do talk bad language to each other but we're talking for fun..Dont tell me you never say bad language b4?SEMUA org pernah so yeahh....
Its not like everytime we say bad word to each other...And ibu say u gave comment to my friend abt saying tht? I also say tht to them, so its abit unfair?yeah...Its between me and my friends...What i just need is some space, cs i feel really really really feel trapped la, somehow...kay idk what word to use...And if u think im over the limit, im sorry....I tried to control myself but, i need more time...
Ayah, Ibu, Mama, Nick, Kak Nur, Nasyrul, Danial-.-, Nadhrah, Nadia, Sarah Ann, Adam, i owe a big thank you to all of you and i love you all so much :))))

To my friends:
I cant be naming any of you, but im just gna thank those few tht has been with me thruout my difficulties and giving me support or some sort..But most importantly for making me smile or something lah...

First up, Nurul Haziqah Bte Hamdan:)
We've been friend for like 3yrs?Uve been like my supporter sia...i mean for this year only, cos we're classmates..Haha...Thx for like listening to me crapping abt unnecessary problems of mine and yeah...Aku sayangggggggg kau...Haha, eventho we're nt close this year, i really hope next year we are..

Secondly, Dominic Ng:)
Its been ALMOST a year nw eh bro?Youve been so mature in things and i wanna thank you for like listening to me and advising me all..Thx for maing me smile especially when u call me gundu..Haha tht idk why...Anw, gd luck with A:) ily:P

Thirdly Dzulkarnain:)
This matrep-ish brother of mine is so matrep-ish...Anw thx for sorta listening to me lah, once in awhile...yeahh, and thx for being the first person to webcam with me...Haha, still miss webcammin with you until 2am tho...We're not close but i hope we are..I mean like as siblings la oke..Haha, brother i love you!

Fourthly, Nurul Sofia, Khairiahtulnisa, Farahin:)
We knw each other like almost 2 yrs alrd....I hope our friendship will last longggg....Thx for being there for me or me being there for you...Haha, stay pretty and yeah, aku sayang korang..haha....rmbr 1achieve the start of our friendship!:)

Fifthly, Umar:)
Haha,this CBS friend of mine...OMG i say to him i never call him cbs agn but haha whatever...one last time jer la..This guy is sooooo baikkkk, n yeahh...thx for layaning me and all....especially my crap laaaaa....or i thnk...haha, kay idk wht to write...u awesome la kay! yay done:)ily :P

Sixth-ly(?), RASYID(((:
Sorry sorry, ive forgotten laa...Aiyer~!Haha, i still rmbr hw i fall for u the first day u arrive at the tuiton place...Funny le somehow-.- The 'ups' and 'down's of our friendship was a memory la(idk what im talking anw)...and ohh imy alot!!! ily :P

Lastly, Adam:)
Thx for everything u did i guess?haha, making me smile/laugh whatever...ohh especially getting me into trouble but,Yes, ilove you:)
And also the rest of you:twinny, rashiqah,lina, shan so on....I love you all! Yay me...Im being so loving right now, mind me...
Okay, hopefully next year will be a better year for us all....Ima end my post soon....And yeahh,i hope i'll be
1)more responsible
2)slim down lah cs im effing FAT...
3)Do well in my studies
4)Pass my malay O'lvl with flying colours:)!!!
5)Be The CCA exco :)
6) do well in my cca, NCDCC FTW!
7)some other stuffs i havent think of..

Ima end this off nw, so
HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!! HOPE ALL THE BEST FOR WHATEVER YOU WANT...SAY HELLO TO Mr.2010!!!! :)

XxXxX,
Nadhirah