It was my birthday two days ago. And i really had fun celebrating it with my girls, my families :* I really wanna thank Rosliyana, Nisa and Haziqah for personally coming to my house and watch me sleep.....and also to give me a birthday cake. Sweet girls. Then my family in woodlands for the homecooked mee soup mmmdap, the lolli from Nadhrah, card from Nadia and a pair of earrings from mama & ayah. Oh and a middle finger gesture from my asshotic brother :D I wanna thank my other family for taking me out to dinner near the beach, the awesome icecream cake, the green pendant ( have been wanting this for idk how long!!), and Armani Exchange watch . && not forgetting to those who had wished me through twitter (@ndhrhhh) and facebook (nadhirah fuyoh). I really appreciate it. Oh and also Darwin for the swensen' treat and Nisa for the MacD treat :) My birthday officially end of when RA text me the next day at 645am. You dont know how looooooooooooooooooooooooong ive waited to get th text. And i soooooooo wanna reply you back with sooooooooo many hearts but th fact you're attached, ugh god. I did stopped myself. And im really proud of myself i guess. But i really miss you. Oh my god, i am so sick of me being sick of missing you. Does that make sense? RA, should i wait for you? :/

That aside. Went to AJ Rafael's concert after work today with Nisa. That woman dragged me along eventhough i dont really know this youtuber that well. But hey, i guess im going to start listening to his songs. They're relate-able and he's really soulful. So yeps, thumbs up for AJ! :} AND!!! It was my first time to go home so late hahaha. Went home at 11+ pm. But i am really tired. So glad im not working today(?) its315 am now. I guess i have to sleep soon.

Mmmmmmffffffffffff!!! I just had to look at RA's profile for like the GAZILLION times since 2012. Just. Stop. Me.
I hate how i cant move on.
HATE IT SO MUCH ITS REALLY KILLING ME IM NOT EVEN KIDDING UGH WHY DID I GO TO HIS PROFILE AGAIN??? MMMMM YA CUZ I WANT TO DIEEEEEEEEEE. HIS HAIR IS SO SEXYYYYYYYYY *_* OKAY FML.

"Happy valentines day baby♥ I miss you." Do you remember this? I miss you RA. I really do, i cant even explain how im feeling right now. I know i havent been the best but you're so perfect that i'm not deserving of you but i'm still hoping. I'm just crushed when i got to know you're attached when i already told you to wait till i end my O's. Gosh RA, i really miss you. :( Just tell me if i shouldnt hold on. Cuz....i really dont know. & dont tell me there other people out there. There's noone as compared to you. I miss your hug, giving me the feeling im safe and protected. I feel so fragile. I want you RA. I need you.

i miss you le king. saya rindu awak wahai raja. echo de menos el rey. ik mis de koning.
OMG CANNOT TAKE IT ANYMOREZ.

Okay first up, the title above. i totally fail in colouring my hair. hahaha. i used the liese's platinum beige colour and, well... the colour's nice!!! but it's not on my whole hair!! im so mad. its only like at my fringe area there, which i think is super dumb. Well, nobody help me what. FML lor. Tonorrow might be buying another box just to unblack the hair :D aku kan money-waster #1. NOT.
So yeah, but i really luvvvv how the colour turns out. <3

Anyways. i was blogging at my other blog(which is privatised lah you all dont need kpo kay hahaha fml). And damn i was totally emotional and i was blogging at the ipad and damn fuck it was long . but then it didnt autosave and ALL OF THE BLOGGING JUST DISAPPEAR GOD FML. I was being so emotional that i really cried. It totally piss me off uh.

Okay so i'm cool... Tomorrow i'm working. Spose to be early BUT Kat called me and told im doing the afternoon shift. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. okay okay fml. hahaha.
peace and luvvvvvvvvv

xo

Ignore the title, my bestf is such an extra ( hehehe kidding luv you :*)

Work has been really great i guess.......NOT.
Because it's rebajas week, AKA sales week, ive been spending HOURS at work. And its lucky that i'm having off tmr and the next day. Oh i spend my new year and new year's eve AT WORK too. So hooraaaaaaaaaay to me lah. But it was okay, i didnt work alone so....i'm good :)
Anyway work is so diff than school  and at wherever....People tend to get a little too nasty but anyw, i'm staying calm so PEACE. Settled some conflict also just now... oh god, i feel so saint-ful :D chehz.
Tomorrow might be going out to Somerset with Sofia. I feel like highlighting my hair. LOLOLOL. but i really dont know what colour. :( Oh wellzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....

Okay, just a short post cuz i'm tired like hell. hohoho.

So Happy belated New Year ;)

xo